I wish someone could tell me that everything will be all right. But the one person whom I would want to have his arms around me is clearly missing in action. And I would want to have no other. And it kills me a little more every day knowing that I could be easily forgotten, dismissed and unimportant.

Good Girl Gone Bad

Ugh. My roommate is getting really annoying. I cannot stand her cutesy voice talking to her boyfriend. And talking so loud without a care that I am in the room listening to all that fluff. It's nerve-wreckingly disgusting.

I am pissed off with that cheapo boyfriend. He's in his no good mood again giving me the cold war. It's annoying when I don't even know for what. I feel like asking him to go fly kite. I cannot tolerate this any longer because it is taking a toll on my health.

Right now, I feel like dressing up like a sexpot, go clubbing, dirty dance with some hot stranger and perhaps get high on alcohol while I make out with him. Serious shit, just to spite that bloody idiot.

Again. I've been disappointed. I don't think both of us could sustain a good conversation at all. He isn't interested my what I say. I try to be interested in what he says. But it all ends in an awkward silence.

He asked me if I would be his wife. Seriously. Besides just sex, I don't know what else he wants of me. I am not the submissive type of person who'll just be patient and all. If you're giving me a hard time, don't expect me to sit down looking pretty smiling and serving you.